The Magic of Jack Gantos (with reviews of Joey Pigza Swallowed the Key and Hole in my Life)

When I taught elementary general music, the media specialist at my school would invite authors to come to speak to the students. One of the most memorable was Jack Gantos, who came dressed like a nerd with black glasses, a white shirt, and a skinny black tie. He encouraged the students to keep a journal and write down the things that happen to them, and he regaled the kids with stories from his own childhood that had the audience roaring with laughter, similar to this story:

I thought it might be fun to read some of his books. I watched this video:

And it made me want to read Rotten Ralph.

I didn’t like it. I would have been the editor who said, “It’s not for me.” So then I thought I’d try Joey Pigza Swallowed the Key. But I also noticed that he’d written a memoir about his youthful conviction for drug smuggling — what?!! (Maybe you noticed in the above video he said something about the “prison thing.”) I decided to read that first.

Hole in my Life was written for a young adult audience, but I would not have been comfortable with my children reading it when they were teenagers.

I’m only going to give you a brief summary. I’ve already given the spoiler above, but I can tell you that the story is much more detailed and interesting than what follows.

When Jack was a junior in high school, his family moved from Florida to Puerto Rico. Jack couldn’t speak Spanish, so he couldn’t attend public school there, and his parents could not afford to send him to a private school where English was spoken, so it was decided Jack would go to work. His dad had a construction job, and was able to get Jack a job assisting the electrical subcontractor. Jack had his own on-site hotel room and lived independently, but after a while the novelty wore off (and he had no talent for electricity), so he began to miss school. He’d saved his money and had enough to pay for private school, but his grades had not been good, and he was not admitted to the school.

His parents made arrangements for Jack to return to his previous high school in Florida. They found lodging for him with a local family. He went out drinking frequently, and one night when he came home super drunk and barfed all over the living room, he got evicted.

Jack found new living quarters at a hotel. He thought he’d like to be a writer. He didn’t qualify to take the creative writing class at his school, so he tried writing on his own, without any particular success. And he read. At the end of his senior year in high school, he took a tour of the University of Florida, the one and only college he’d applied to, and seeing it in person convinced him this was not the school for him. So he called his dad and told him he was coming home after graduation to work with him again. His family was now living on St. Croix. (They moved a lot.)

Unfortunately, there was a lot of racial tension on St. Croix. It boiled over, and rich white people’s homes were being broken into. People were murdered. Stores were looted. Tourists were changing their plans. Construction workers lost their jobs, because no one was buying new homes. The only work Jack and his dad could get was building wooden packing crates for people who were leaving the island.

One day a man came to them with plans for a crate with a false bottom. They took the job because they needed the money, but his dad was sure the man was a drug smuggler.

This man, Rik, eventually offers Jack $10,000 to help sail a load of drugs from St. Croix to New York City. Jack sees the money as tuition, his ticket back to college. Easy, peasy. He can’t pass up the opportunity.

But the drug enforcement guys already know all about this operation, and during a delivery, they swoop in and arrest Jack. They already have Rik and another coconspirator in custody, and of course, they’ve cast Jack as the kingpin.

When Jack goes to court, he’s expecting a slap on the wrist and a directive not to deal in drugs ever again. Instead, he gets six years.

Jack is one of those people for whom prison is a wake-up call. He turned his life around.

The reasons I wouldn’t have wanted my kids to read this book as teenagers is that Jack used alcohol and drugs heavily in the years leading up to his arrest, and also, he describes two violent events that happened in prison that he didn’t witness, but saw the after-effects of. However, this book might be just the thing to scare some kids straight. And there’s another reason why Jack Gantos thinks this book is important.

Joey Pigza Swallowed the Key is a middle grades book about a boy with ADHD. When I taught, I had students who had trouble sitting still and staying on-task, but I never had a student who was so severely out of control as Joey Pigza. Gantos does a great job of getting into Joey’s head and showing how jumbled it is. Joey has no impulse control. When an idea comes into his brain, he has to act on it. He’s not a bad kid; he’s actually quite tender-hearted. He gets pulled out of his classroom and transferred to a special ed class and then to a special ed school, where his teachers and specialists and doctor work to help him.

In the beginning, I didn’t like this book. Joey is surrounded by chaos, much of it caused by himself. But due to Gantos’ skillful writing, halfway through the book I was brokenhearted for Joey and rooting for him to get better. Gantos researched ADHD to be able to portray vividly and truthfully what it feels like to be a person with this disorder.

I don’t think all kids would like this book. But I do think kids with ADHD might be encouraged by it, by reading (or having someone read to them) something that rings true and examines the disorder with sensitivity and compassion.

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Video of the Week: As the Deer

Ringing Praise, the hand bell choir at my church, playing during a service, a year and a half ago. I am the little lady with my back to the camera.

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Think About Such Things

One of my favorite verses in the Bible is Philippians 4:8, “Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable–if anything is excellent or praiseworthy–think about such things (NIV).” I find it calming to reflect on this verse when I’m overwhelmed by uncertainty and sorrow, which seems to happen frequently these days.

This is also my guiding principle in my creative life. Whenever I make a quilt or a piece of artwork, I try to do my best. When I write, I strive to send a positive message. When I catch someone being kind, I acknowledge it. Whenever I see something beautiful, I photograph it and share it. When I sing in the church choir or ring handbells, I try to do it with my best musicality.

Even amidst political upheaval and personal crises, there is still goodness and beauty in this world. I think that if we commit to looking for those examples of excellence and compassion, we will notice them more frequently and contribute toward them with our own actions and affirmations. Do you agree?

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Review of Sunrise on the Reaping by Suzanne Collins

Oh man. Wow.

I am addicted to the Hunger Games. I’ve read the original trilogy multiple times, and watch the movies pretty much whenever they’re on TV. I’ve read The Ballad of Songs and Snakes. I assumed that Sunrise on the Reaping would be much like The Hunger Games and Catching Fire. And granted, since it tells the story of the Second Quarter Quell, the Hunger Games that Haymitch Abernathy “won,” there were bound to be similarities. But there were also surprises. I will try not to give too much away, but I must warn you, some of what I want to share might be a spoiler to you. So, if you’ve been meaning to read the book but haven’t yet, you might want to click away from this review for now.

I tried to picture a young Woody Harrelson as Haymitch, and I just couldn’t. This Haymitch is a sweet guy.

We meet him on the morning of his sixteenth birthday. It’s also the day of the annual reaping for the Hunger Games. In honor of the fiftieth anniversary of the Games, instead of the usual two tributes from each district, there will be four — two girls and two boys, sentenced to kill each other in the arena. The last one alive will be the victor. While Haymitch’s mother and brother and girlfriend and boss each have a gift for him, and the promise of a celebration later in the day, the shadow of the reaping hangs over everyone.

One of the big differences between this book and the ones in the original trilogy is the sheer ineptitude of the Capitol forces. During the reaping in District 12, one of the chosen boys runs for it, and a Peacekeeper shoots him. Haymitch, who shields his girlfriend from an attacking Peacekeeper, is forced to replace the dead tribute as his punishment. Later, during the Parade of Tributes, an accident kills one of the tributes before she even makes it to her public interview.

One of the delights of Sunrise on the Reaping is that we learn the backstory not only of Haymitch, but also of several other characters from Catching Fire. I won’t tell you who. But I will tell you that there is already an active resistance, some 24 years before the events of Book 1.

The tributes form two major alliances, and it’s interesting to observe their efforts to support and protect their allies. Also, to see how they strategize.

We also find out why Haymitch became such an alcoholic after the games. You’ll also find the full text of “The Raven” by Edgar Allen Poe, a few verses at a time.

Sunrise on the Reaping is a smart book. It’s full of suspense, and will keep you emotionally and intellectually engaged from beginning to end.

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Scripture Break #79

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Review of Wholehearted Faith by Rachel Held Evans with Jeff Chu

Rachel Held Evans passed away on May 4, 2019, before this manuscript was finished. Her husband, Dan, asked their friend, journalist Jeff Chu, if he could look at her work and her notes and bring it to completion.

Rachel Held Evans went through years of spiritual doubt, when she struggled with what she’d been taught about God. Many Christians go through a spiritual crisis, and some never resolve it. Rachel journeyed back to faith, and wanted to help others embrace a love of Christ.

I discovered Rachel’s blog a few years before her passing. It’s still up–you can check it out. When I heard that she’d died, I was heartbroken. I read her book Searching for Sunday: Loving, Leaving, and Finding the Church, because I was going through a time of disillusionment myself.

Then my bible study group decided to read through Wholehearted Faith together.

This book is about a lot of things, especially about love. In the prologue, Rachel writes, “Inherent in the Incarnation is that God came to embody relationship, to remind us that love is personal-and interpersonal.” In Chapter 1, “On the Days When I Believe,” she writes about God’s all-encompassing unconditional love and comments, “Because true love can never be coerced or controlled, God does all of this without the guarantee of reciprocation.” He loves so much, even if we love back so little.

In Chapter 2, “My Wicked Little Heart,” Rachel writes about her teenage “all-in-ness” with her Evangelical faith, and yet she struggled with aspects of doctrine. After reading Anne Frank: The Diary of a Young Girl, she “prayed for weeks afterward that God might somehow work a posthumous miracle and pluck her from the eternal fire in which I was sure she was being unfairly tormented. I couldn’t accept that a good, loving, and gracious God would burn Anne Frank forever.” Years later, when she asked her college theology professor how it could be justice for Nazis with “faith” to have a better shot at salvation than the Jews they murdered, he dismissed her question with “God’s ways are higher than our ways. We dare not question the Almighty.”

Rachel credits her parents for the fact that she remained a Christian. “. . . my parents created an environment in which wholehearted faith was never at odds with questioning or with uncertainty. Wholeheartedness means that we can be doubtful and still find rest in the tender embrace of a God who isn’t threatened by human inconsistency. . . Wholeheartedness means we can approach the throne of grace in the confidence of the God who made us, the God who redeemed us, and the God who accompanies us.”

Chapter 3, “Where Stone Becomes Flesh,” is about vulnerability. We’re taught to interpret the Bible in a specific way, and to be certain of its truth. If we’re not certain, we’re accused of not having faith. Rachel reminds us that in Ezekiel 36:26 God promises to remove our heart of stone and replace it with a heart of flesh, that is, “a heart that is aware and attentive, to its Creator and to the rest of creation.” In other words, a heart that observes and wonders.

I have oversimplified these first three chapters; be assured that they go into much greater detail than my brief summaries. I won’t even try to summarize the rest.

Here are the rest of the chapter titles:

  • The Liberation of the Know-It-All
  • Thick Skin, Tender Heart
  • Jonathan Edwards Is Not My Homeboy
  • Beginning Again with Love
  • From Death to Life
  • The Steady Work of Living Water
  • Many Voices, Many Masks
  • Wilderness
  • God Has Made a Home with Us
  • Loving Our Enemies
  • Dwelling in the Sabbath

I hope you can see that Rachel was not trying to get readers to discard Christianity. Instead, she appeals to those of us who have doubts, asking us to examine what is troubling us, lay those doubts at the foot of God’s throne and love Him anyway-wholeheartedly.

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Review of Identity Unknown by Patricia Cornwell

This is the 28th book in Cornwell’s Kay Scarpetta series, thrillers about a medical examiner who solves crimes. The books feature advances in scientific technology of all kinds, and a cast of reappearing characters. In addition to the usual leads–Kay, Marino, Lucy, Dorothy, Tron, and various lab employees and law enforcement officers–Carrie Grethen reappears, as does Sal Giordano (who apparently is someone Kay’s been very close to during the entire series, but I don’t remember him; probably due to my seniorly memory lapses).

In this installment of the series, Kay must deal with two murders, one a scientist, the other a child. After the guilty parties are apprehended, the three final chapters of the book deal with the formerly unanswered questions of how and why. I’d say neatly, but it’s complicated. I was on the edge of my seat until the very end.

In my opinion, Identity Unknown is one of Cornwell’s very best. About ten years ago, she wrote a few Scarpetta novels that were so bogged down in procedure that it seemed she spent 300 pages describing events of an hour or two. Not so in this one. The pace is quick. The suspense is intense. The explanations of technology are clear and concise. Twists in the plot occur so frequently that your mind never has a chance to wander. The stakes for everyone are high all the way through. Danger is everywhere.

Whenever I’m forced to name my favorite author, my answer is Patricia Cornwell. This book is a reason why.

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Some Wonderful Quilting Blogs and Websites

What’s almost as much fun as quilting? Reading about quilting, and looking at pictures of beautiful quilts. Today I am sharing some of my favorite quilting blogs.

  • Zippy Quilts by Mary J. Puckett. She writes such helpful articles, and the quilts she makes are gorgeous. She is very generous with her advice, and has suggested fixes for me when I have had problems.
  • AbyQuilts by quilter and quilt designer Aby Dolinger. She has sponsored quilt-alongs and block of the month challenges. She has one going on for 2025 that you might love.
  • Louisa Enright’s Blog. Enright is a wonderful quilter. I love watching the quilts progress. She also gives lots of good quilting advice.
  • Diary of a Quilter by quilter and quilt designer Amy Smart. A lot of quilters use her patterns, so I saw several of her designs before I ever came across her blog.
  • Riley Blake Designs. Do you like checking out new quilt fabrics as they are released? Do you like browsing through free quilt patterns? Do you like block challenges? All this and more.
  • Little Penguin Quilts. I like to check in and see what Diann’s up to–what she’s cooking, what she’s reading, what she’s cross-stitching, and especially what she’s quilting.
  • Stitched in Color by Rachel Hauser. Another wonderful blog by an amazing quilt designer.
  • Quiltblox by Deb Messina. Do you like mystery quilts? Lots of good stuff here.
  • Ivory Spring by quilt designer Wendy Sheppard. She organizes quilt-alongs of her beautiful patterns.
  • The Inside Stori by Mary Stori. She sells the one-of-a-kind art quilts she makes. She shares her process and her life.

I hope you will visit each one of these fabulous sites and pick a few to follow yourself. Just as you can never have too much quilting fabric, you can also never have too much quilting inspiration!

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Flower of the Day: Petunias

Petunias
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Review of Too Much and Never Enough by Mary L. Trump

I resisted reading this book for a very long time. I didn’t want to read a hatchet job, even if it was about someone I don’t like. But I’ve seen interviews on television with Mary Trump, Donald Trump’s niece and a Ph.D. in psychology. She seems like a reliable source, and with the extreme actions Trump has taken since starting his second term as president, I really need to understand him better.

In chapter one, Ms. Trump describes Donald’s childhood with the utmost of empathy. Nine months after the birth of Donald’s youngest brother, Robert, his mother was found in the bathroom, bleeding and unresponsive. Undiagnosed postpartum complications had taken their toll. An abdominal infection, emergency hysterectomy, and severe osteoporosis required a long recovery. Mrs. Trump (whose first name was also Mary) was in and out of the hospital for six months, and never the same thereafter. Donald was two and a half years old.

Donald’s father, Fred, did not step up to take his wife’s place during her debility. His focus remained on his rental properties; child care was women’s work. They had a housekeeper, but she had her hands full taking care of the house. Donald’s oldest sibling Maryanne, twelve years old, took care of the youngest boys when she came home from school. So, Donald and Robert were essentially abandoned during a particularly vulnerable time in their development.

Fred Trump didn’t take much interest in his five children, except for Freddy, the oldest boy, whom he expected to eventually take over Trump’s real estate empire. Freddy was seven years older than Donald, and the younger boy had ample opportunity to observe the dynamics between father and oldest son. Fred tried to train Freddy to be a “killer,” a shrewd manipulator, a demeanor Fred considered necessary for success in business.

Freddy, however, was good natured, well-liked by his peers, not at all hard-hearted. Though he tried very hard to please his father, Fred was never satisfied with his efforts. He verbally and emotionally abused his oldest son, yelling at him, berating him, calling him names. Little Donald looked on and absorbed that to earn his father’s love, he had to be more like Dad and less like Freddy. He became a challenging, disobedient, and rude child, and joined in on taunting his older brother.

Eventually Fred turned his sights away from Freddy and onto Donald. Mary Trump details Donald’s ineptness at business . . . oh, am I giving too much away?

Too Much and Never Enough is a revealing look at the forces that molded Donald Trump into the man we see today. Does Mary Trump have axes to grind? Of course. Nevertheless, she gives a balanced accounting of what she herself has observed, and what she learned from diligent interviews with eye-witnesses and from studying various relevant documents. You will be able to tell when she is protesting her own and her brother’s treatment at Donald’s hands, and when she is fairly reporting and evaluating Donald’s actions. If you didn’t read this book when it came out in 2020, and you are an American citizen or a person who wants to know what makes Donald tick, there is no better time than right now to get your hands on this book. It’s subtitled How My Family Created the World’s Most Dangerous Man, and Mary Trump explains why she calls Donald that.

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